Life Stories.

31 August 2007

teacher's day celebration was okey . ms ng was quite angry in the morning but shes fine now . but what i hate is , she is NOT supportive AT ALL ! that tyme i was performing then i went up to her to dance with the prefects but she disagree . walao . ohh , i had my period and i tell you its sucks ! so just now i saw some of the ex-pupils whom i knw and had a conversation with them . my pretty kakaks . then i went straight home . only gf knws . thnks guys . i slap somebody just now . a BOY ! i don't care . he was the one who started it first . after that slap his face change suddenly . classmates was like so shocked seeing me so fierce . don't scared okey ? i did that bcoz i had to protect myself . understand ppl ? i don't give a slap when there's no reason . so so bro bash still in sch nw . stop talking about the celebration. now , im confused . really . am i still attached ? i mean he didnt contact me fer like a few wks or soo . i miss him . i just wanna break with him . okey watever . nw i feel like im SINGLE . boy , if you still want me , say it soo but if you don't want me , come on say the true . i'll be hurt but im sure i can forget for a short period of time . im letting everybody down bcoz i did badly in studies . nw , i just want ot focus on studies . okey bye .

30 August 2007

what a day . there was a public canning just now after recess . two boys from 6/3 . they were being punish bcoz they did two things . first , they play with matches . second , they vandalise the toilet . not only them there some group of gangs also play with matches and nearly burnt the flat . there were few from my class . ayam brand was the only girl . they were like being so STUPID . they have brains don't they ? and and i can't believe that there were also some clever pupils . hais . went back to class , teacher was like expressing her feelings to us . i was touched , really . bcoz we were like the worst class and ppl always accuse our class fer doing those things that we didn't do . ms ng , im sorry i gave such results to you . honestly , i got 40 and above for both maths and science . im really sorry . i'll work hard to prove those ppl who accuse us . hais . so after sch , stayback as there was a last practise for the performers . ohh , we are dead tmmrw . okay , i told classmates that we shouldn't do the decoration thing but they insisted to do it . what can i say ? so went up , and i was the security guard . to see if anyone was there . the ayam brand kept flirting with boys and make alot of noise and and bcoz of her , i gave up and told them i wanna back off . so i don't knw what happen next . then , the practise part was fun ! hahaahah . i was wearing so neatly with my tie and badge . haha. most of the prefects were like asking me why im there . hahahahaha . after the singing and the MACARENA dancing , i went straight home . i just reached home actually . i went back with lynn and shes the one who told me that after i left , the class bcme messier and messier and a teacher went up and saw what had happened . she told them that she'll complain to OM . haiyo . and also the class is in the mess right now . wth ? last year , teacher's day celebration was way better . i had a co-operate classmates and we work together and it turned out preetty weelll . mr liau like it . ms ng will be hurt again tmmrw and its on teacher's day . 6/2 , i don't knw what to say . but please classmates , change your attidude and make ns ng happier . and also put our best effort in our studies okey ? till here . ohh , i LOVE the cold weather but i HATE the lecak and floods . bye !

29 August 2007

i just did my science exam just nw . i told you i'll fail badly . maths ? don't want to talk about it . malay? A . english ? i did pretty well actually . i've improve alot in english but not science and maths . the worst is science i tell you . hais . stop talking about exams pls . yesterday was quite fun lahh sey ! wan was going fer the teacher's day concert practise and i sat tere watching the performance . first up was three girls singing the song reflection . the middle girl has a powerful voice but shes only 10 years old okey ? nest was hairul . i can't comment on his voice . haha . then suddenly , mdm lim came up to me . she asked me to join the prefect's group .yeah prefect must perform . but then i told her that im not a prefect anymore but she said that she's willing to give me a chance . haaha . so i said okey and i learn the steps and the lyrics . i don't knw tat tere will be the MACARENA DANCE so im lyke in the middle looking blur . haahaha . then mdm lim said " LETS DANCE MACARENA !" and im like wat ? ohh , the performers must dance too and wan , amirul , matthew , hairul , tarmizi and syazwan GELEK MAUT ! hahaahaha . i was bursting out laughing instead of dancing ! hahahaaha . teacher's day celebration? i don't knw what im doing . maybe we'll just buy food and drinks . each must at least contribute $3 each . im totally BROKE ! hahaaha . maybe i'll ask ibu for money . he didn't msg me these few days . i knw his pre8 low but but ... that's okey . so tmmrw i'll be practise the dance fer the last time . oh oh i must bring my badge and tie . ibu remind me okey ? chios!

27 August 2007

i told ya im not gonna write daily . maybe abt few weeks . my laptop spoilt . shit . ohh , these few weeks are damn . especially last week with the pre-lim . shut . damn hard . maths was definitely HARD . more or less , im gonna FAIL . not only FAIL but FAIL BADLY i tell you . im also having problems with friends . only god knws hw i feel . just wanna tell you girlfriend tat i had forgiven you but i'll never forget . relationship with him ? pretty OKEY . guess wat ? today is our FIRST MONTH ANNIVERSERY ! i didnt go to sch today as i vomitted quite alot times . gosh , today's my science pre-lim and i didnt come ? wth . im really stressed out lahhh . nw im apart with girlfriends . hais . family ? STEPMUM sucks i tell you . im just sad with all thats happening to me . isit having a boyfriend is a burden to me ? i knw its not the time fer me to have him but i love him so muchh . and and if i tell him tat i wanna break he'll be hurt . DAMN hurt . hes now changing all because of me and nw i want to left him all alone ? i shouldn't do that but i ...... im confused . and also im letting ibu down with such results . i knw ibu always understand me and my feeling towards study and friends but but if im gonna fail , i disappoint hw her. she will said " thats okey . try again and again . don't give up ." i knw but inside her heart she is still sad . im the only daughter and i have to make her proud . must be better than bro basyar and make bro bush feel that i appreciate his hardworking to earn money fer family . as for stepmum and father , i dont knw what to say . but still his my father . w/o dad im happy with my "NEW DAD" which is bro bush . till here .

HAPPY ANNIVERSERY SYG !

19 August 2007

hello ppl . sorry fer not posting at the period of tyme . gosh . PSLE is near . ohh , i forgot im ATTACHED now . with my RADIMAN syg . so yesterday was saturday n we went to esplande to watch fireworks . of coz my family n cik mida's . i m at father's hse nw . oh cik mida family live with us nw . so yesterday was FUN ! bt den i HATE the HUGE crowd . its soo irritating . especially those MINAHS and MATS . at last got a place to STAND . wait lyke abt a few minutes n my legs were PAIN ! at last the fireworks came out ! shout n shout lyke REATARDED ppl . oh , izzat was tere too . i sang HARI RAYA SONG n they followed . real kecoh ! hahahaha:D it would be fun if bf was tere too . hais . so today did my hmwrks n left COMPOSITION ! yeah . at last . pre-lim will be nxt wk ! gosh , time passed so fast . i'll not meet him nxt week as im busy so is he . im going to miss . boy , i love you .