& so i submitted the submission of schools today (: . and yeah im going for the express stream . and here are my choices ....





1. HENDERSON SECONDARY

2. JURONG WEST SECONDARY

3. YUSOFF ISYAK SECONDARY

4. TANGLIN SECONDARY

5. BUKIT MERAH SECONDARY

6. SHUQUN SECONDARY


and yeah that's my school choices . i think im going for some schools open house . anybody recommend ? well i have to end here (:

AND YEAH! guess what ? just nw was the PSLE posting results and i was shivering and nervous like HELL oiii ! the day before i had real real stomach pain , yeah period + nervous ! and so i couldn't sleep soundly yesterday night . i kept thinking about the results thing and always got scolded from ibu ! and i sampai termimpi2 about the results thing seyy ! in my dream i only get 171 ! and oh gosh ! . i woke up at 5 something in the morning and last night i sleep like about 12 something ? my eyes like stoink oii ! hais . so today nervously walked to school with ibu . i entered the hall and principal was there . and really , i was shivering ! so listen speech and soo . and could you believe that CLEMENTI PRIMARY SCHOOL is one of top schools nw ? cause two pupils from our sch scored 275 !! betol tk bedek . both are from china . and i saw some cameras and reporters . haha . and this years highest PSLE AGGREGATE is 294 !!! like WALIO ! is appoint 300 and she got 294 sial ! haha . got any idea what's my aggregate ? here it goes ...

ENGLISH = B
MALAY = A
MATHS = C
SCIENCE = C

AGGREGATE = 193 :)

after i had received my results i ran to ibu and hugged her and kissed her cause i never ever believe i could go express ! let me tell you this ., SA1 i FAILED both MATHS AND SCIENCE . PRELIM i again FAILED THOSE TWO SUBJECTS . i got 37 for MATHS and 43 for SCIENCE . and finally , i passed BOTH !!!! happy lahh seyy ! i was crying but at the same time i was happy . ibu went to ms ng and have some chats . so CONGRATS to SYAFIQ.A and AINA ! top 2 in class . SYAFIQ.A got 218 while AINA got 213 ! and do you knw that my class is so called the LOWER BRAINS for the EM2 people ? and yes , finally we did it ! THANKS MS NG ! WE'LL LOVE YOU ALWAYS ! GIRLFRIENDS also DID IT !

CHAHIDAH - 1 more mark you can go express seyy ! but try harder okey ?

NORIRYANTY - don't be too sad darling . eventhough you got into NA stream doesn't mean it's the end of the world right ? WORK HARD , i knw you can do it !

MARISSA - yeah congratz hunny , you've got 213 ! happy lah tuhh ? haha . and do work hard in the future endeavous !

AISYAH - the cleverest among us ! 228 is her aggregate ! wow ! come on don't go NA stream just go to express okeyy darling ? :):)

and they all are my great girls ! and i think MOST of MALAY GIRLS got into EXPRESS right ? yess ! any idea which school im going ? maybe HENDERSON SECONDARY will be the one !

end here . such a long post :) BYEBYE AND TAKE CARE CLEMENTIANS ! MISSED !

PERIOD SUCKS ALOOOTT !

so yesterday meet friends at pizza hut for lucnh . our last outing together i think . then they all wanted to go west coast park i think and so i back off cause i think certain people there don't like me or something . that's okey darling :) so then , instead of going home straight i meet gorgoeus people at clemeti interchage . PRISCILLA , XUEYI and RENSIONG ! funn lahh seeyy ! we headed to vivo and hang around . play archade and soo onn ! hahaha :D:D:D ! and we kept teasing ah siong ! hahaha :):):) . after that went home straight . and today went JE to watch a movie , BRATZ :) okeoke lah the show . then went IMM and eat and now back at home ! and i think i want to share something with beloved readers :)


i think girlfriends don't need/love me anymore . cause everytime we meet , we act normal to each other but the chemistry wasn't there . they sat one corner sharing secrets and left me at another corner . i don't knw what to say cause i think it's part of my fault maybe ? arrgghhh , i just don't knw . but still i love them . let's do some speech :):)



CHAHIDAH
the one who always have the ears for me but not now maybe . to me she's the best afterall . i miss her , i miss her night calls but i just don't knw why we are like this now . you don't talk much to me whenever me meet . i just don't get it . but still , remember this bitch here will always love you :)

NORIRYANTY
the one who'll always have the ears for me . we knew each other since we're in k2. i love her . but mabye now she's more to another person . we used to share secrets . im sorry if i've bitch about you last time . nw i knw why you don't share your secrets with me nw . anyway , take care girl and i'll always love you !

MARISSA
the blurest girl ever ! hahaha . maybe not nw . she's abit okeyy nw . haha . anyway she's a clever girl afterall . i'll miss her blurness and i love you !

AISYAH
the one i used to hate . im sorry aisyah . i admit i've been bitching about you all this while . im sorry . i think you also hate me but whenever we meet we'll just act like normal and BEST OF FRIENDS but actually we're not . it's okay if you hate me . but just remember i'll miss this GREAT DANCER !

ZULIKAH
my partner in crime ! hahaha . although we meet rarely as you always absent form school , you're a great friend to me ! love you girl !

AINA
the clever one ! haha . she's nice afterall and yes , i do love her . take care and i'll miss you !

PRISCLLA
the one we call her PALALA ! haha . she's nice , yes real nice and i love her to the MAX ! yeahh baby ! i'll miss her like so much ! and do TAKECARE GIRL !

XUEYI
the SLEEPING BEAUTY ! haha . you always sleep in class huh ? haha . eventhough i only knew her for like a year , we became close friend :):) and i'll miss those times with you girl ! just work harder in your studies okey ? and don't play too muchh lahh ! haha=)

DAYANG
the HOT one in school ! haha . we used to be BEST FRIENDS right ? haha . i love her and last long with mirza okeyy ? TAKECARE !

SHAFIRA
the one who always brightten my day and always asked me hw are you and so on . i love her and gd luck in future ! MISSED !

ARIANY
people always calls her RABBIT because of her teeths but i think she's pretty okeyy ? stop lahh korg teasing her like that . anyway , she's nice . last long with him and i'll miss you !

HAIQA
another HOT CHICK in school ! yeahh . haha . just want to wish you luck in the future and take care okeyy ? don't cry too much . haha . last long with my one and only PAK DANGDUT !

NUR AIN
my TWINNIE = COUSIN ! haha . she's another BLUR SOTONG ! haha . but she's nice and i love her to the max ! eventhough we are not that close , i still love you ! MISSED:)

QURRATU'AIN
AINN ! another TWINNIE ! me , her and nurain are TRIPLETS ! cause we have the same name ! anyway she's the one who always cheer me up whenever im down . thanks darling ! i'll miss her like OH-SO-MUCH !

MASNIAH
this girl laugh like PONTIANAK ! haha . still , she's nice . gd luck !

KHAIRINA
the one who always disagree about something ! haha . but she's nice okeyy ? nothing much to say . gd luck in future !

SHAFIQAH
i don't really knw her but we like to tickle each other ! haha . ily!
<3!

MARYAM
THE GENIUS ! haha . im her fan oiii ! haha . gd luck darl !

MEILING
she's always hardworking in doing something ! eventhough people like to tease her , i think she's nice afterall ! continue your hardworking to strike for the best ! gd luck !

JOANNE
she's a shyy girl and doesn't talk aloot but i knw she's nice ! anyway gd luck in the future and do talk more okeyy ? haha .

IKRAM
MR BESTFRIEND ! i love him to the max seyy ! haha . gd luck in future and remember don't be too naughty okeyy ? last thing , jgn suke kacau pompan lahh kau ! haha .

SYAZWAN
his jokes,laughter,smile make me want to laugh too ! haha . i remember those moments when i had a real big crush on him! haha . but not nw lahh bodoh ! haha . gd luck and i'll miss you !

KHAIRUL
MY ONE AND ONLY PAK DANGDUT ! dia lah yg terhebat di skolah ! haha . his jokes and moves cheer me up always ! anyway last long with haiqa ! take care dude and you're MISSED !

SYAFQ.A
people call him fat especially syazwan . eh kau , tk baik kn panggil die gtu bodoh ? anyaway he's the CLEVEREST guy in class . and he is nice too ! i'll miss you !

SYAFIQ.K
a shy boy :) but not nw . haha . and i don't knw that he can dance veryy well ! haha . but he doesn't want to show his talent ! come on syafiq , show them what you've got ! and i knw you can do it ! all the best :)!

AMIRUL
my awk , kite ! haha . i love him okeyy ? anyway die GEREK OII ! gd luck !

HANIS
he always cheer me up ! and i love him tau ? miss you !

AMAT
the tall and thin guy ! haha . die PEM-BULLY oiii ! haha . jage kau amat ! anyway tc !

AZMI
the one who shares secrets with me and problems . i knew this guy since p5 and we became BEST OF FRIENDS ! but not this year when we are not in the same class . anyway i'll always love you , dude !

RANDALL
my partner ! yeah . he like to share secrets with me ! i'll promised and i'll always keep this as a secret ! gd luck partner !

STEPHEN
my another partner ! he is veryy verryy naughty ! and still , he's nice . i like to threaten him ! haha . your smile and laughter cheer me up ! haha :) gd luck !

BRYLE
the HOTTEST GUY i think! haha . he's a GREAT GREAT BREAKDANCER ! i knew him since k2 and i started to have a huge crush on him that time ! haha . but not nw okeyy dude ? gd luck and ily !

RACHEL
i don't knw her much but what i knw that she's POPULAR ! haha . she's gorgeous okeyy ? and her smile is soo SWEET ! anyway gd luck in your future endeavous !

THIDAR
another gorgeous girl ! and i just adore her eyes lahh seyy ! pretty pretty her . eventhough i don't knw you much , just want to say all the best in future !

RENSIONG
i just knw him yesterday :) haha . i thought he is naughty but he nice too ! anyway gd luck in studies and hope WX will appreciate your love ! haha

THE END .
IM DONE TYPING .
THANK YOU .

HELLO AGAIN :) just want to inform you guys that TAGBOARD is at the very bottom . do tag . THANK YOU :]!

i don't knw why the layout become like this . FUCK lahhh seyyy . i'll try to change later . & today , again girlfriends cry . i was cryiing a bit and marissa , didn't even cry ! hahaha . kau tkde perasaan oiii ! . i hate the scolding in the morning . maybe partly was my fault but i didn't did it on purpose .

i reached sch late like 7.30pm . and i found out that my kain wasn't there ! so , approach cikgu and told her that my kain was missing . she asked me wheather its at home but i totally don't knw its at home ! supah siak . so i go and try the one only kain left but tk muat and so i seat there quietly thinking of a way to find out but finally i told her i want to go home and take a look . after that , she started scolding me ! like FUCK sial ! and i just started crying loudly . she said that i like to put the blame on people . and i was like what ? she also said im not a responsible malay dancer and not a responsible leader . and anyway , like excuse me , i don't even want to join BODOHHHH ! i just join because of my girlfriends . finally the show start .

i wasn't in mood but i just forced myself to smile to the audience . after that CRYING SESSION AGAIN ! . take pictures and so onnn . i'll surely miss you guys but i think something doesn't seem right in my friendship with you guys ):

mood swings today . i just don't feel like tslking . and of coz girls around will start bitching . i don't care darls :) . you all just don't get it . okey fine . you people knw im the type of person who is cheerful all the time but that doesn't mean if i keep quiet , i don't like you or hate or talk about you or whatever . im just fed up with girlfriends but still i love you guys okey ? and chahidah please , you're still my favourite and don't get it wrong will you ? she thought i kept quiet all the time because of her wrongdoings , actually no darling . you called/texted me i didn't reply or answer the call because im just too sway today . you talked about her but what i see nw your attidude is like her and what should i say ? i was just upset about it . im not sure if you bitch about me all this while with your another BESTFRIEND but i tell you what we talk about whoever i still keep as a secret .
i knw people around me hate me as sometimes im over-reacting or something but im just trying to entertain you people . okey fine if you think im just too irritating to be with then i'll shut my mouth and let me go and i'll be alone .


i knw im not whoever to say this but im just confused with people . if i talk too much , they'll bitch about my reacting and so onn but if i keep quiet and shut this FUCKING MOUTH , still people bitch about me . and tell me what should i do then ?


anyway this is just a random post , my thoughts . if you wanna bitch about me then go ahead! talk,speak,bitch and whatever you want , people . to whoever it may concern to , just continue bitching okey ?

from nw onn , i shall not be that cheerful and not to be talktive . and eventho i have problems , i'll shall keep it to myself . cause i think people don't care about me anymore as they hate me like BIG UGLY FAATTTT PIGGG .

i have changed the skin again ! i can't blog too lonngg as im busy with something :) haha . & i'll promise to upload pictures that was taken yesterday .


LOVES EARTHLING :]!

HELLO ;)


what's up today ? maybe im going to vivo to watch movie with beloved mother . it was such an irritating call . guess what ? i wake up around 9am plus and i received this one stupid call from the person who named himself MAN . and if you're reading this , i don't even care cause im not interested in those who talk NONSENSE . get me boy ?

at first i was patient entertain him with his questions . then , the more i entertain the more he asked ediots questions . at last i end the call and switch off the handphone . and which bitch gave him my number ? once again , you're not respected by me . and also to you boy . if you really want to knw me well then asked me yourself . and please , stop passing my number around .


end topic . next , family ? im sorry sister i didn't answer your call cause i got my reason . please don't waste your time to asked me to go father's house and asked for forgiveness . i won't okey ? but still i love you sister :) . father i knw you expect me and abg to come to you and seek for forgiveness but i tell you i won't do that . if you want to show your ego and angryness , then we'll show ours to you too . i don't expect everything , i just want you to be a responsible father to me . and why can't you do that ? im way too upset , father . i've forgiven you for what you did to us in the past but that doesn't mean you can take advantage of it . im still waiting ,...


till here cause im going out soon . take care earthlings :)

i don't have the mood to blog yesterday . it was pissed off . i hate father's attidude . okey , i don't wish to tell you people but i just can't keep it in the heart anymore . let's make it public .

yesterday i went relatives house . the last house it was 9 plus pm . i was supposed to meet father 9pm at the carpark . he called me up and shouted at me and he said if i want to go people's house just go and go back by myself ! and was a father supposed to say that ? i mean not say but shout like that ? so went back straight to west coast and call stepmum that im going back today as im going out today with friends . abg also didn't went back as he is going out with friends too . so she thought "WE PLAYED OUR GAME" . and i asked her what was our game ? suddenly , father snatch the phone from her and shouted , " IF BOTH OF YOU CAN'T COME HERE , THEN DON"T COME " . so fine , we really didn't come today . and so what ? like i care ? he didn't care about us and for what i care about him ?


and today stepmum texted me to call father and ask for forgiveness and i was like WHAT ? why should we anyway ? he didn't even care as he's too busy with his computer thang . even if we go there , the atmosphere doesn't seem right . let me ask you this . hw musch does your parents give you a day ? father just give me $2 everytime we go there . and excused me ? IBU GIVE $1.50 A DAY . and hw much will it be in a week ? $7.50 (excluding weekends) . i just don't understand him . he is the one who YELLED AND SHOUTED AT ME and why should i give in and apologise ? i knw hes my father afterall but that doesn't mean he can make my life miserable and didn't do his job as a father . im just too upset with father's behaviour and all . i think he's too busy with his work with the computer until he didn't even care about us and moreover GOD .






let's change topic people . see the pictures below ? okey we took that , yesterday . after sch i was soo having fun with girlfriends . it was a tremendous day but it all changed when that incident happened -_-" . and it all ruined my mood to blog ):\ . and so what i did today ? went to JE to watch movie with friends . unfortunately , girlfriends wasn't around :( . but still i had fun with dayang,haiqa,ikram,hanis,mizi and mirza :) . laugh here and there . like-HAHAHA . okey stop it . watch BEE MOVIE and it was a funny movie afterall (: .and so after that , went to IMM to eat at BAGUS . and still , we people haven't changed since primary 1 as we all like kids . HAHAHA . after had our lunch walk around and straight back home .i went to nenek's house . and nw im here blogging !


i knw he took it easy and his ego is too high for people to handle . but please father , i do love you and i do respect you but why you did this to us ? i admit i was afraid to let out my feelings to you last time but not nw . im a teenager , come on . even if you're the most bad father i've met , its still a fact you're my father .



dan die BESTFRIEND AKU YG TER-PRECIOUS SEKALI ;]



sorry gf the picture is blur ):




MARISSA , AIN , AISYAH

star yg tk menjadi !
she's the best afterall :)


being a school girl is fun :]!
LOVESLOVES <3!
extras bangalas behind !

die bully aku oiii !! NAUGHTY AISYAH !
those BANGALAS are so irriatating lahhhhh ! FRIENDS ARE FOREVER :)








end off with this mentel girl :] goodnight !