Life Stories.

30 July 2009

At last , im back to update. Friends around me have been asking me to update my abandoned blog and here i am updating. Sorryy guys , i've been too busy with school and many other activities. yesss , its always the same thing that happen. haha. actually i intend to update last sunday at dad's house but theres something wrong with blogger that i can even post a picture nor edit the fonts. after that i bare with it then suddenly when i nearly finished blogging , my desktop suddenly shut down itself!! so you can see how pissed off i am that i cant even bothered to update. somemore back to mummy's house , abg bush set a password for the desktop and no one knows the password. but when today i called abg bush that i want use computer , he told the password to mummy and she typed it out. so me and abg basyar can only use the comp if only ibu or abg bush give us the permission to use. how hard can life be? haha. but i dont mind actually since im really really busy nowdays. lols. And so bare with me for the long long post okayy.

I think i should skipped about what happened last week , its still sort of the same as this week. well firstly , i would like to say about soccer tournament. here are the results :

20 July - Henderson VS Fuchun : 0 - 0

24 July - Henderson VS Bowen : 0 - 4

27 July - Henderson VS Woodlands : 0 - 2

29 July - Henderson VS SIglap : 0 - 2

Upcoming match 5 August - Henderson VS Deyi

Jeers all you want. i know we lose in every single match but im still very very proud of my girls as they had done their best. Yesterday our match with Siglap was the worst i tell you. No i didnt mean the match itself , i meant the results. We all were expecting to atleast get a draw or win the match but we didnt managed to do it. actually we've promised our coach and Ms yu. Thats when one started crying and all cried. yess even myself cried. i was disappointed with myself and looking at the expression of my girls , i teared more. They really wanted to win he match badly but fate didnt let us. i tried to cheer all of them but i ended up crying also. At last Ms Yu and Mr Chan comforted us and gave us insipiring words. And every word said by Ms Yu and Mr Chan is very true girls. We've tried our best , we have been trained less than a month compared to other teams. and to look at the positive side , we didnt do badly since we've just started playing. right? And also like what Ms Yu said we might come back next year and try again. by then we'll be better. Come on girls , cheer up! dont care what others says or to even who called us losers. they didnt see how we put our most effort and tried our best. boast up your confidence again and for the upcomign match just play our best. it doesnt matter if we lose or win :D

Thats about soccer. next about school. i have to honestly admit that im begining to rush and need to do alot of catching up. i've been too busy with soccer and i did admit i've neglected my studies abit. I need to manage my time well. So last week i sat for 3 tests which was Geo , History and Science. I 100% sure i will fail Geo since i didnt even study for it. Science , i think i can pass since i did studied for it (: . And as for History , i didnt studied for it and suprisingly i got 12/20 and yeah i passed(: Then today had math test which was difficult as per usual. i did studied okayy but only managed to studied for a day since Ms Lio told us about the test last 2 days. And what makes me sad is our math techer changed again!!!!! can you all like believe that??? its like the 3rd time in a term already. im sooo upset. its like we're rushing through chapters and it irritates me because our math teacher keep changing. hmph. but i really hope this time he'll stick with us till EOY. and hopefully he teach well today. Let's pray hard for it to happen. ahahah.

I got to meet Ridhuan on Tuesday since he came to my school for oral. I gotta meet Oyan too(: . Eventhough we met for a short period only , i still had a smile on my face. your friends were all friendly. and boy you changed alot and getting taller. ahahah. and yess i think i've made up my mind. i did alot of thinkings lately. i officially say that i will be over you soon. very soon. i kept thinking if we could be back like last time which was 7 months ago but no im wrong. i can still feel that you're not over your ex and i can feel that we can only be friends after all this happened. we always argue and stuff. and i think it all started from me. i think im just the one who feel that way. and you did make me confused boy. remember like said you're the first ever guy that i shed my tears the most for? its true , very true and im not lying. i sometimes hate you for coming back in my life but sometimes i love your presence. and after mcuh thinking , i feel that its time for me to let you go and give other boys out there a chance to love me. i've been selfish , i've been self-centered. im sorry to those guys who i had rejected. im learning and will slowly learn. Muhammad Ridhuan , eventhough you wont be able to read , i just want to say that you're the hardest guy for me to let go. you were on my mind everyday and i dont even know why. For now if you dont contact me anymore , i wont also. since i've promised myself and my friends that i'l try to forget you. Goodluck for your N level friend , i know you can do it!(:

Overdue pictures ; Enjoy !

Tomorrow CCA day , how boring. after school will be having our rehearsal for HSS got talent. will be tiring tomorrow :(

Girls , Jiayouuuuuuu! <333

19 July 2009

I had super fun yesterday with dearest friends. Jesmine , Nadia , Aishah , Irshad and Lala. First met Jesmine then went to Jurong library too. Met Farel :D . so did some works , laugh etc etc. went to IMM and ate @ banquet. Took 197 and went to queensway shopping center with Nad , Jesmine and Lala while Aishah and Irshad headed home. walked around. after that Nad went home while me , Jesmine and Lala went to Mac and slack. Lala was funny took alots of my candid pictures -.- . and it turned out to be funny. want to see? are you ready? okayy here we gooo....

First one ,

Ffff youuuu , ahahah

Act sweet face , :P

Here comes the funniest part ,

you all ready ?

And TADA !!! ,

HAHAHAHHAAH. i was like laughing and laughing about it. thanks lala for the picture. lols.

So , as for today decided to stay at home or work. went to nenek house first. then Jesmine called me say got work but she say today she not feeling well and cant work with me so i told Jeremy about my head injury. I'll tell you guys more later. so yeahh we decided to meet up at Jurong east. went popular to buy the ink printer then headed to Jurong library. did works , laugh , talked otp with Nad(hahah) and Aman(hahaha) , slack slack. make a move around 6.30pm and went to separated ways(:

Then yeah the Friday's match , like what we expected from the start , we lost. we got thrashed. but that didnt upset us since we all had fun playing the match right girls? Im so proud of my girls and as a captain i would like to say you guys done a good job. remember our "Never say Die" motto. And the sad news was , along the way during the match i got hit by my opponent and i fall and hit my head right on the ground. was painful very painful. after that i got blur visions etc etc. Ms yu was worried and we went to a clinic near by to checked my head. Thank god , it was a minor injury(: . but the doctor asked me to rest well and looked out for the symptoms like vomitting , double vision. he said if got any of the symptoms must go to hospital. Alhamdulilah , im recovering(: . tomorrow having match with Fuchun Sec at Woodlands there. like i said girls , no matter what happened , wheather we win or lose , let's just have fun okayy? you girls rocked ;D

Team Henderson (:

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Goodnite Readers!

Nervous , Very Nervous.

16 July 2009

My heart says i love you ,
But my mind says i cant get back to you ,
Cause im scared i'll be hurt again because of you.

I got no idea why im updating my blog today. supposed not to since its a weekday. but yeah i feel like doing so. school this week was okay2 for me. soccer training was okayy tooo. today was the audition day for HSS got talent. for sure , all of us were super nervous , like really. We've practise together , and i think we did our best. so here's what the judge says about our performance.

Mr Vincent Lim : You guys did a good performance. the chorused sang by all of you were nice. Nadia , you got a good voice , sweet face. but you cannot be shy. Jasmine you also have a good voice. Overall , i think the group did well. If you guys were to get into the finals , i suggest Jasmine to start singing first then followed by Nadia since she's quite shy. You all have to be confident. well done.

Yeahh so thats about it. I was the worst , i knowwww. Say all what you one audience , i know i suck. I was nervous and i cracked in my solo part , i think. but whatever it is , claps for Jasmine and Nad! you guys sang beautifully. i'll try my best to not let you guys down. Hopefully we can get through to the finals , insyallah.

One thing is over , another event is coming up. soccer tournament starts tomorrow !! we'll going to have matach with queensway sec at deyi sec. for sure they're good players. but like what Ms Yu said even if we dont win the match , we must have fun. We also must have a good team spirit and teamwork. We're a family. I'll try my best to be a good captain , i will. Let's try our best girls! Jiayouuuuuuuuuuu(:

Well i think i'll have to work on upcoming weekends with Jesmine. Btw dearest , thanks for the cheer ups okayy. i'll try my best. also thanks to Nad , Aishah(: Not forgetting my beloved guys Aman and Ari who made my day by making me laugh alot. Thanks guys , really thank youuuu. i'll be back to myself fully but it takes time. i'll try to move on and face the reality. like what i always said to Jesmine , love is like a game. sometimes you win , sometimes you lose. Guys arent worth my tears but i dont know whats bloody wrong with me that tears just keep rolling down. i'll end my post here. love you guys(:

Sometimes people tend to realised that someone important in their life after the're gone. they'll not realised that the person who loves them is right infront of them. no , i dont mean i want to get back to you , but i love you as a friend boy. you asked me to apologised about what you did in the past and yes you've been forgiven. you also promised me that you wont hurt me anymore but what you said really hurts me deep deep inside. it was like the worst downfall. do you even know how many countless times i shed tears for you? do you know how my love for you is sincere eventhough it is only as a friend? Thats why i care , i dont want you to go to the wrong path and became these days guys. because i care , not because of any other bullshits reason you said. when you hurt me you say sorrry? its easy for you to say and do that right? but get the fact boy that once a heart is broken , it's broken. it'll takes tiem to heal. i've forgiven you since i always says if God can forgive us why we cant right? But i'll never forget. never will i.

Backkkk Toooo Updateeee.

12 July 2009

SICKKKKKKKK + BUSYYYYYYYYYYYYY = THIS WEEK

Yesss , this week was the worst i can say. Too many things happened. Im just disappointed with myself. I really dont know how to put it in words. Arghhh.

This week i only attend 2 days of school out of the four days. I was sick and this time round i really meant it i was sicked , no jokes , not lying. On wednesday itself i was too weak to get out of bed and i used my thermometer and checked my temperature and it was 37.7 so i decided not to go to school. went to the doctor and he gave me 2 days of mc and a week of no pe lessons. So the next day , which was thursday i rested one whole day at home. i was too weak to do anything. Then on friday i went back to school. when temperature taking , my temperature was 37.6 and i was sent down. Mr Liau encouraged me to go home and yeah i went home. waited for ibu to fetched was like waiting for winter. ahahah . nvm. because before that ibu went some where and yeah congrats ibu. i'll tell you guys what happened at the end of the post :p

Eventually saturday i went out with Jesmine to catched up with my works that i had left behind. Met her in the morning and had breakfast together at KFC. TALK , LAUGH , TALK , LAUGH , CAMWHORE , LAUGH , TALK . hahah . then decided to go to Harvinder's house. but we waited for her to end her panjabi class. Jesmine and i kept making fun of panjabi. sorrryyyy yeah Harvinder. haahha. do work blablahblah and went home around 4pm since i go to go to granny house for some family gathering. haha. reached home changed and went to granny house. had fun there , laughing with Siti and Zieka cousin. My baby afiq is still as cute as ever. im missing him already lehh. ahahha. went home around 10pm plus and i missed my BOF. actually like i said i watched already but i like to watch it again. nvm i'll buy the DVD when its on saleeee. hahaha.

As for today slackeddddd at home. been arguing and fighting over the computer usage. haha. cause of my cousin lahhh. irritating plus annoying you know. ahaha. but still he's my cousin lahh kann. lols no offence Haikel. then was fooling around singing "You're not alone" by late Michael Jackson and recorded it. Cousin lahh , he ask me to sing and record so i record lorhh. haha. Obviously not nice but mummy kept saying it was quite nice and okayy -.-. then yesterday i told daddy about the HSS Got Talent audition and i told him that my friends and i are going to audition. then suddenly daddy asked me to sing infront of him and he'll judged! of course lahh i shockeddd plus i started to get nervous because i never sing to daddyyy lehhh. whyy? cause he's the type where will give honest comments and straightforward one. but he said just sing any song so okaylahh i sang "I'm Yours" by Jason Mraz. So here's the conversation after i sang the song.

Daddy : You went in out of tone for the first part just now .

Me : *keeps quiet*

Daddy : You have to sing with feelings and your breathing must control.

Me : *saddddddd but didnt cryy(of course)

Daddy : But what suprised me is you actually can sing. Yess really you can sing , im not lying. Just neeed improvement and brushed up youself.

Me : *shocked but was happy at the same time* hahaha.

Daddy : Just have confidence in yourself. Sing all out. Sing with your heart and expression. I give you a passed. Gooood.

Me : Thanks Daddyyyy! *Jump ups and downs*

Hahaha so yeah thats about it. then now just surfing the net lorhh. going to Mummy's house soooon. klahhh takecare readers. will try my best to update sooon (:

Last but not least i would like wish my dearest beautiful mother a happy belated 47th birthday!!!!

She turned a year older every 10 July.

You're the most loving and caring motehr in the whole wide world , nothing can describe you in words.

You were strong as a single parent and grew us all up all by your ownself.

When you had cancer leukimia in 2004 , you were so strong and fight to recover.

Even you were in critical stage , you were strong to face it all.

11 years of being a single parent and of course im so proud of you.

You were so patient in me , how my behaviour towards you sometimes sucks.

i know mummy out of all the siblings i alwasy gave you the problems the most.

But you still love me no matter what i did.

You were always there when i need you , you carried me up when i fall.

Thanks sooo muchhh for everything you do , you're the most precious person i've ever had in my life.

Thanks for letting me see the beautiful world , teach me to become a good person.

I'll try my best not to disappoint you anymore , i'll try.

Once again mummy happy birthday!

Loveeeeee youuuu theeee mostttt :D

Btw btw , congrats on getting the job mummyyyy. dont work too hard okayy , rest well , i make sure you do. hahah. i loveee youuuu! :D

Overdue pictures!

10 July 2009

I took long bloodyy hours to upload all these overdue pictures -.- . and now im not in the mood to blog , thanks to blogger. Nvm i'll update sooon. Got to go , my cousin wants to use the comp. Goodnites <3