Life Stories.

22 October 2007

what happened today ? hmmm ..... okay , i didn't attand sch today . why ? im tired . starting the first hari raye till now , everyday i go out with family go raye . and i was forced to actually . i mean even weekdays ibu want to go raye ... haiyo . but but , luckily got duit raye ! hahahahaha :D . evil sey ain .

actually today i want to go to sch but my body just can't get up . it stuck on the bed itself , betol tk bedek . and today , i miss gfs as the one long week holiday i didn't even see their faces . and oh ! today is the photo taking day and i didn't go to sch . wth ? thats okey . anw , if i go , my face would spoilt the whole class . hmph ! and secondary pupils are just not fair ! this is the last week they go to sch ! ape sey . and i , wait like bodoh for the results to come out which i think it is unpleasant . shut !

nw its 11 plus and my eyes are still like stoink ! ngantok sak ! and today we'll be going to relatives house again! i have alllooottt of relatives which some i also don't knw. and saturday friends ajak me go raye with them but i can't as i have to follow ibu . even i beg her . hais . but still , collection number are getting higher babe ! and oh , most of them thought im 15,16 ?!! wth . no no ppl im just 12 okey ? especially those makciks and neneks . ehhh, im short kn ? my face very tue mehh ?

haiyo . and i love tok osman ! die baik oiii !! abg bush friends are coming on the 28th i think , while abg basyar friends are coming on friday . and of coz i have to serve them -_- . boo . i told abg basyar not to bring those mat-reps and also my ex , i just can't see his face no more . whatever .

im just bored . i think im gonna to rent some vcds :).

sometimes i think i want a boyfriend but sometimes i think relationship will leads me to my previous breaks . boooo . i admit i do fall easily for boys but that doesn't mean im weak . i do take care of myself but i just want more ppl to protect me . ain just cut it out . you're twelve and nxt year you're gonna be a secondary sch girl . come on , don't be a cry baby .

i must be strong , yes i must .

18 October 2007

sorry for not updating this blog . im super busy . no no , of coz not with the exams , but with the raye and so onn . i enjoy it very much but some ppl make my mood go down to the drain . why ? okay let's make this public . hari raye is to seek for forgiveness and to forgive people and forget the past . like this phrase ,"buang yang keroh ambil yang jernih ". but some people don't knw that . i pity ibu . ehh , i knw lah ibu nw quite chubby but you people just kept commenting about her looks and soo onn . ehh makciks makciks , shes trying her best right ?!! wth . im just fed up with these makciks eventho they are my relatives . hari raye is once a year and we always see each other rarely so when we meet up we are supposed to ask hw are you and soo onn but you makciks keeps commenting on hw people look . yes, you are older than my mother but that doesn't mean you can hurt my mother's feeling anytime right ? my mother is just respecting you as an elderly but you did the opposite . and nw, ibu is like stressed-up about people bitching about her looks . ibu don't worry k ? im also fat and so what ? if i don't respect you makciks and neneks, i can also say ,"eh nenek nenek nie sume da tua lah klau pkai cream ape kt muke pon tetap tua dan nk kt mampos !" . but but i don't say that to them as i respect them . please lah makciks and neneks watch your mouths . you all are getting older and anytime god can take your life and that goes the same to me and all . before we want to say something , think twice . you might spill out all the words you think its fine but its actually hurting the other person . and i did create a phrase , "look right, look left, before crossing the road". understand it well cause the meaning is real deeepp. and oh collection is getting MORE and MORE !

17 October 2007

i just want to wish all muslim SELAMAT HARI RAYE AIDILFITRI ! maaf zahir dan batin :)

nothing much to blog . so enjoy !

LOVES,
AIN

06 October 2007

5 more days to hari raye lahh oii !!

wow its been a long long time i blog . yeah because of the BIG MAJOR EXAM . english was fine and that same goes to malay paper . maths was abit difficult . and one more paper to go before i go HORRAYY !!! okey . but i tell you science is the most suckish subject ever ! but eventho i hate that subject so so much , i still have to sit for it -_- .

and and did you knw that im SINGLE nw ? yes i broke up with him . i don't want us to turned into enemies but he want to . what can i do ? let's not talk about it anymore . cause im much happier without him !

so so where did i go today ? geylang oii ! but but not with beloved mother but with stepmum . okeylah . then i saw quite alot of ppl . like my friends and so onn ! pack lah oii ! i saw azmi , irr and also that bagau >.< . so i bought two baju raye for abah side . i was really really exhausted !! . and and i saw some ppl bought their baju raye but tk puase . what ? tk malu kn ? and they still like bangge or something drinking infront of ppl . whatever .

oh and no ! did i tell you that i also met with my CRUSH ? i mean yeah crush . he stay somewhere near my block . ehh , hes cute oii ! and that time umi was buying some food for buke , and i stood aside . he was with a girl . maybe her kakak or girlfriend ? i don't knw . but but he kept starring at me but i look away . malu lahh sey :) . hahaahaaha . stop ! i have to finished up with my last paper then can talk about these matters ;) .

ppl , wish me luck for my upcoming science paper bcoz im suck at it . hw i wish it could be another subject ! 12:30am and i must revise science in the morning till night !!! gah gah , tiring sia . and and im going to perform for the prime minister visit . talk about it soon !