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22 April 2009

I dont know why i had the urge to blog today. school's been abit different without the thai students , i ohh so miss them! and btwwwww , tak called me on sunday night informing me that she had already arrived in thailand ! wowwww , i miss her . i only got to talk to her for about 15mins cause her phone was out of money. she was so cute on the phone <3>

Monday school was alright. had maths test , was managable but abit hard . also history test , which i dont even know -.- . that seah she didnt tell us seyy , she just wrote it on the board but its on thursday?!! how are we supposed to know? she did inform us there's a test but she didnt say when . ffffff. and on that day itself , i had a bad stomachache . believe it or not i went to toilet for 7 damn times . yess my body wasnt feeling well. so for the rest of the day it was okayy. i was being a guai by going home straight after school :D

Tuesday, had science and malay listening compre test. was okayyyy(: . and after school went to meet my dear grilfriend marissa ! went to vivo watched handsome suit! i tell you it was hell funny that i laugh alot of times . hahahaha . rate it 4.5/5 go watch! after which went to Daiso and bought my lunchbox things . and i head home about 8pm ;D

As for today school was fineeee. had p.e in the morning played hockey and table tennis , hahaha . malay period was exaggrating -.- . recess , ate my food brought from home ! yess from now on i'll be bringing lunchbox to school with food that ibu cooked ;D why? i intend to save money! because everyday i get $2.50 from ibu and i counted it already if one month there'll be $50 :D and that $50 i can buy things on my own without asking her money , pay abit of my bills when its over budget and i'll keep more for travelling in future . hahah yesss i got big dreams to go to korea one day :D . and also thailand to visit my friends there(: . hahah so when you see me going to school with cute pink plstic bag , inside it contains delicious foooood , be jealous :D hahah jk jk. so now im on msn with thai friends! they so good lorh not schooling until 16th may . finished exams some more . not fair ! hahahah.

And for some reason i got weird stares from people in school when i walked passed them . i don't know if it's about the singing think they're talking about but if they looked and smiled nvm you know but they looked at me like one of a kind one . what i did? looked down . hahah yessss im a scared ass. okayy no i just dont want to stare back because i dont play staring games :D:D:D . but on the brighter side , alot of them when they see me they'll smile especially my juniors. hahahah. btw , after exams i intend to sing for lunch time concert since mr eugene lim said our performance that day was good xD . maybe i'll sing with nad this time round . hahah just wait and see okayyy!

I think i'll get going. there's homework to be done and i need to start revising ! 8 more days to exam !!! wish me luck k guys!!. wish you guys goodluck too for your MYE (: tune in for the next post okayyy. takecare(:

Misssss Themmmmmm );

19 April 2009

School this week was abit different. whyyy? cause the thai students came for an exchange program! yesss , i was disappointed at first because i wasn't one of the buddys ): and so out of 19 students who came , 5 went to my class ! they were ked , mon , nook , june and pam (:

Tuesday was the most fun day of the week . all 19 thai students tagged along with us to supermarket tour . and thats when i had a new buddy named tak . yess eventhough it was only for 2 hours we get together , we were already close. we took pictures etc etc.

And as days passed by it was already friday , the day where they'll be leaving. and also on that very day , i had to performed for international friendship day which was singing. the thai students were also asked to perform(: . overall , we did quite okayy i guess . hahah . at least we put our best effort in . imagine just a week to do that . right after the performance went to see the thai students for the last time. and at the very point i hugged mon , gade and tak . at first i tried not to cry but when i looked at tak's eyes , i started to cry and she cried tooo D; . we hugged each other and tell ourselves not to forget each other. we exchanged emails and gifts. after they've gone , i cried once again ):

Till today i swear , i misss themmmm ): but i know we could keep in touch somehow. its only that i wont be able to see them again ): . but still i had the most memorable time with them . i wish one day i could visit them in thailand. so now let pictures do the talking (:

Gade , Ain , Tak , Nice (:

Us again(:

Four hot thai guys(:

The friendliest of all , Ton[:

The innocent one , Yacth :D

The tallest one , Kitda :D

The hottest of all , Iceza :D:D:D

Ked lovely(:

Ked again!

Mon cute!

Btw , her name name is not NICE it's GADE (:

It's Gade again ;D

Takkkkk , buddyyyy !

Missssssssss Themmmm ):

Pictures before our performance ;

Jennie , Ain , Li xin :D

Jennieeee :D

After school @ KFC

So yesterday had kenduri doa selamat at granny's house. was fun and happy gathering. uncle bakar kept asking me to join anugerah this year or singapore idol . crazy huh? hahah but i told him im underage to go for audition and you know what he replied? he asked me to join the next two years when im already 16 . he said that he'll be the first one to support me when i go for audition. hahahaha .

As for today i slackedddddd at home . girlfriend marissa asked me out but im at dad's . so i decided to stay at home. online , tagged , friendster , you-tube(: i think im going to watch my korean drama for knw . bye bye !(:

Being Strong.(Re-edited)

05 April 2009

Heyyy im back(:

Yesss i've moved on and im back to my normal self(: . i'm glad i managed to pull it through. so i got millions of things to write but i just dont knw where i should start. well let's start with yesterday's event.

On 11 April 09 , my beloved eldest brother got enganged with his beautiful girlfriend(: yesssss it was held yesterday. eventhough there was problems in the times to the engangement , allahamduliliah we managed to get it settled and it's done now(: . eventhough it was a small occasion , i'm happy it was a successful one. cheyyy my brother will be married in two years time. wuhoooo!

And eversince its already in the month of April , the 6th was a very happy one. yesss i turned 14 that day. i would like to thanks all of you guys who had wish me thorugh sms , friendster , tagged , msn and face to face. thank you alot yeah guys. eventhough i didnt received alot of presents , still i appreciate the wishes you guys gave to me. thanks alottt! and btw happy belated 14th birthday to my dearest best guyfriend ever Salman whos birthday was on 1st April . yessss april fool day!

Other than that , school's fine. got back my Ca1 results and hell yesss i was happpyyyyyyy with it(: . this time round i managed to passed all of the subjects! yessss i've improved , allahamdulilah(: . daddy and stepmum were satisfied with it , brothers too. mum was the happiest of all. hahaha. im glad i make you happy mum! here's my result :

Eng - B3
Math - B4
Sci - C6
Malay - A2
Geo - A2
History - C6
Home econ - C5

Well that's about it. mid year will start in two weeks time , i have to get myself ready. i want to achieve more for this semester since it's SA1. I wanna pass all subjects like who doesnt want to achieve that right? work hard and patience is all i need now. endure!(;

Btw , ~~i've got tons of pictures to upload from the engangement pictures to our outing to bugis(friday) but i cant upload it and something's wrong with blogger! arghhh. nvm i'll upload it at dad's nxt week.~~ and im happy i bought stuffs from bugis! a dress that cost $10 and a smiley tee that cost only $8. smart shopping eh? hahah . i wanted to buy the k-t from patch but it cost $39.90 and at that point of time i didnt have had enough money ): . i think by now its already taken ): . nvmmmm i'll searched for it next time!

Right now do enjoy the pictures that was taken in the library and during my birthday celebration outing on 4th April. the pictures do the talking ehh?(:

I had a lovely and most memorable time with you guys seriously. indeed everyday i had ehh? thank so much(: . will be blogging again nxt wk at dad's and ~~i promised to upload the rest of the pictures okayy~~? nxt week kenduri doa selamat will be held at nenek jurong's hse for bro's engangement and on the 26th will be late grandfather 40 days kenduri. btw ignored the date of the post. it was supposed to be 12th of April but since i saved the pictures i upload that time as drafts. so takecare people(;

When atok's gone everything changed. the atmosphere , the surrounding. his presence did really had an impact on us. why do things have to turned out this way? you all hurt my mother with your bitchful words and i cant bear to see her cry. why do she always be the one who have to get shit in return when all she did was asking you to come nicely. what you said in return? come on, whats past is past. you dont have to brought it up now just to make my mother think of what dad did to her? you guys wouldnt understand because you guys had never ever been in my mother's shoes so does ours. tell me who in the world like to have their parents divorced and when they get enganged or married both of them come but makes faces and still had the hated and revenge feelings to each other? or worst both didnt come just because of the past or their egos? come on what's past is past. my mum had erased all of it and she let god do his job. and anyway dad's already changing and becoming a good man , i can see that. he's not like before. you know ibu cried since that day when all of you didnt care how she felt. worst the bride's feelings. but since the engangement is all over now we dont want to brought the matter up again. just think , put yr shoes in ours and hw we feel. dont because of your self centered attidude and rudeness you'll regret one day.

People tend to regret when things turned out unexpectedly. like when the person who you dont really care with etc etc , will be gone one day and then you tend to realized that you made many mistakes and regret making her cried/not happy or didnt spend the time with him/her etc etc. we have to think before we act. the words might hurt the other party eventhough you think its not. treasure the ones you love before it's gone forever. yesss like late grandpa ):