Life Stories.

27 June 2009

It's the 100th day you've gone to another world and left all of us. yess time past so fast. eversince you were gone , everyday without fail you'll be in my prayers. i still remember during the march holidays where i spend my days there being by your side. i still remember everytime i entered the room tears just keep rolling down. seeing you suffer with all the tubes being stucked in your mouth was the last thing i ever want to see. And on the every 18th March when i was supposed to go to Batam for my school trip , you were gone. Seeing your funeral and all was such a heartache and sad moment for all of us. After you've gone everything changed. the environment , the surrounding. you made such a big impact onto our lifes. I still remember the times where you like to jokes and teases me for eating too much , giving me advices , making those funny sound effects. all i could say about you is you were a great grandpa for me. you were a good person. but i do believe God loves you more than we do. i hope you're doing fine up there. we all love you , we all miss you :( May Allah be with you always.

So yeah today was late grandpa 100 days prayer. kenduri arwah. well its quite sad to flashback those times. i cried today because of that :( . but i guess im okayy now. life has to move on right? (: The kenduri started around 5pm but mummy , elder brother and i came late. it was part of my fault , sorrryyyyy. but everything when okayyy.

In the morning i met Jesmine :). was supposed to meet her at 9am but i extended it to 10am. sorry yeah dearest. hahah. met up at mac and had our breakfast! yumyum(: we took sucha a long time to eat hahah. then went to bukit merah library to study (:. well claps for me as i managed to finished the malay exam paper and heymaths worksheet til qns 10 ! ;). it was quite hard for me okayyy , math especially. so 10 more qns to go and im done. i've msged Ms Goh about my missing History books and she said no worries(: thanks Ms Goh! so im only left with science which is a project work ad the deadline is 6 july so still got time ;). will be working the project with Jesmine and Harvinder. then the poster thingy i havent yet done. im soooo sorrryyy Ms Goh. i'll try my best to start asap i can. so yeah thats all i can say im almost done ^^. Overall today , Jesmine made my day! thanks yeah bestie. ohh yaa she even wrote me a long letter. i was so touched by it. thanks dear. you know i know okayyy? loveeee youuuu lahhh pantat :D

As for tomorrow , im going to attend a wedding function at dad's side and then will be heading to Cik Ali's house(: . I dont think i'll be updating tomorrow , see howw okayy. school starting in a day time , excited? hahah. i just misssss myyy friendssss but im just so lazy to go back to school. ahhaha. but what to do lahh horh. back to school for longggg hourssss ! i can say i'll be spending almost everyday in school till late evening cause i got trainings some more. so yeahh. will try my best (: so guys stay tune to my next post okayyy? btw i 've fallen in love with my blog songs(: takecare!

26 June 2009

Firstttt and foreeemosttt , i would like to wish my most irritating/annoying real-blood brother a happy 16th birthday!

He turned a year older on every 27th June.

yess eventhough you may not be able to read this i just wanna wish you a happy birthday!

goodluck for O Level this year k. dont play too much lahh go study.

eventhough i may hate you and fight with you most of the times , still i love you deep inside my heart.

once again happy birthday brother <3

People im backkkkkkkk! hahah i know my blog seems so dead -.- . well i've been busy this whole week , not lying. Firstly i had my soccer trainings on Monday , Wednesday and Thursday this week. It was tiring but it was fun also :D got to know more juniors! and of course new coaches , Mr Chan and Mr Mili. hahah. well for the first training was kinda slacking. hahah. Then on Wed and Thurs training was tough. luckily i managed to endure! hahah. i played mid-fielder for straight 3 matches. hahah. but got one time i played goal keeper and its hell funny i tell you. haha. so overall soccer was fun fun fun! will be having trainings when school re-open 3 times a week i guess? cause the nationals will start on 15 July so we got to be ready. come on girls , we got to work hard! yess eventhough we're not good players but we'll try our best. so jia you!(:

Well on Tuesday since there's no training , i slept and slack at home for the whole day. hahaha. i did revise half way for my geography but nothing came in to my mind and i couldnt understand it. so yeah. but yeah me i've printed all the homeworks. but i dont know where the hell my History textbook and workbook is. maybe its in the bag that was robbed by that stupid fellow. wth. im going buy my books at popular see if they got sell. if they dont Monday i so gonna die. haaha. i've done math halfway and will continue doing it(:

Meet my new bestfriend (:

eversince 22 June 09.

you know i loveeeee youu pantat :D

As for Friday , Jesmine recommended me a job. so i just went for it. it's a trial. met my boss @ 3pm @ plaza sing and yeah i started working. Jesmine was working in the office as telemarketer so didnt worked with her. first asked people do the survey outside plaza sing. after that my boss Jeremy , Jesmine's boss Angela and me trained to Lavender and i did my work there. by 4 plus going 5 i only managed to get 20 surveys lehhh. hahaha. then trained back with them to plaza sing. Angela went somewhere so Jeremy and I went to Daiso bought a pen and he treated me a drink :D . after that rest outside plaza sing while waiting for Jesmine to end work. then i had 30 mins break and that pantat wanted go archade played basketball the thingy so accompined her lorhhh. pantat righttt sheee . hahaha. around 5.45pm i started working again and Jesmine went homed.

So yeah asking people do survey like asking for donation like that. ahhaha. but most of them were friendly , some are just -.- . its about shopping survey. only 5 questions right got mcq some more so whats so difficult? hahah well nvm. at around 8pm i finally managed to complete all ! yeahhhh meee(: actually Jeremy said no need finished all just try my best but i managed to finished all leh! around 40 surveys you know! ahaha. so i got a free movie ticket as incentive and yeah i got hired! happy siol. haha. afterthat went homed with them :D eversince school is starting this Monday , i'll just work on weekends or see if im free(:

So you all can see how packed my week was right? haha some more school starting , this blog is so gonna be dead. back to school , i wanna focus on my studies and soccer. it'll be hell tiring for me but i'll preserve and endure. i know i can do it. like Jesmine said believed in yourself! rightttt bestie? hahah i loveee her bodoh. since its already 12.37am now , im gonna sleep sooon and will be meeting my pantat again in morning ard 9am at bukit merah library and do our homework together! she's also gonna teach me math. hahah. wow , its sucha long post huh? hohoho. so i'll end this post with the pictures i tooked with Jesmine yesterday!. Goodnight readers(:

I miss my other girls. you know who you are right. cya soon when school re-open(: i miss Ridhuan too. hahah. he said he's pp8 is low. msg me sooon yeah(:

Overdue Pictures(:

Outing with lovely juniors ; Iffah And Samirah (:

Cousin's Wedding ; (but not all uploaded)

21 June 2009

Im Back To Normal People :D

Sorry yeah for not updating these days. you cant blame me cause 3 days straight im filled up with activities. so i'll start with friday first. erm i woke up as early as 9am and went back to ibu's house. then around 1pm i went to vivo and met up with my two lovely juniors of mine. its Iffah and Samirah. we had our talks , laughs and many more. i can almost say that they made my day since im actually down that day but i try my best not to show anyone. so yeah overall fun fun fun! thanks yeah lovelies , we should do this more often. remember when school re-open we're gonna be closeeeee sisterssss :D got alot of pictures to upload but all blame to blogger since i cant upload my pictures. wth cannn. but nvm i'll post it as soon as i can okayy(:

Saturday was more tiring. again i woke up early at ard 6.am plus -.- . prayed and got ready to nenek piya's house since its the day of abg supi's nikah. i wont elaborate much since i dont have the energy to type. haha. well just want to congrats abg supi and kak fizah ! they're married seyy(: hahah. make many children horh. slept at 2am plus cause i was having fever and flu ):

Sunday , which is today , again woke up early ard 9am. due to my flu and headache yesterday my head was damn heavy. despite that i still got ready and went for abg supi's wedding ceremony. the weather was super hot , we all was sweating the whole time , hahah. well i dont want to elaborate much. like i said im tired siaaaa. just reached home actually. and hell yess im going to go to bed sooooon since tomorrow i've to gain back my energy cause i got soccer training ! ahahha. will be tiring again but nvm i can get my butt out of the house and exercise under the hot scothing sun. i think i'll be black burn sooon. hahaha nonono pls dont. will be meeting Jesmine at 8.30am at school bus stop(:

Soooooo like what i said im back to normal since i've talked and sort things out with Ridhuan(:. But nonono we're not together and hell noooo im not attached okayy. we're just friends or exactly to be said close friends :D TTM :D hahah.but i hateee him because he dont know how to take good care of himself and got into hospital last few days. but he said he's recovering , alhamdulilah(: he also said he missss me ^^ hahahah. you better looked fresh and well when i meet you ahh boyy(although he may not be able to read this) hahaha.

Sorrryyy yeah no pictures for today's post but but pictures will be uploaded soon i can find my cable for camera's and when this blogger is back to okayyy. k i think i should stoppppp nowww , im hell tired. goodnite people :D

I'm glad we had our talk. like what you said you were a bastard to me then after we broke up you was with your ex gf for 7 months and then you got busted back. its like a cycle isnt it? If i can move on why cant you right? like what i said i'll be there for you to give you the support. cheer uppp boy , you know i love you. hahaha.

Much Disappointment.

18 June 2009

Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)

The Bottom Line :
Step away from the crowd and be the first one to take a chance. The payoff is big.

In Detail :
After doing your best to hold a grudge -- something you've never, ever been any good at -- the peaceful mood of the heavens will be the last straw. You'll wake up ready to accept the apology and move on. A word of advice, though: Forgive, by all means, but if you were treated badly, don't feel bad if you aren't able to forget just yet. You have every right to expect your trust to be earned back.

16 June 2009

I dont know what im feeling now but i know this feeling sucks.

Right now im alone at home since brother went to school , daddy and umi are working. all of them will be back around 5 plus , i think. I feel so lonely now , i'll be crazy soooon. no one came to talk to me on msn and no one msg me today except for aishah's and samirah's. gosh im already talking to myself and my cat at home. yess you all can see how lonely i am ):

I'm sorry Aishah i couldnt get to go out to celebrate your birthday. i think i should have gone out seyy but nvm lahh. Enjoyyy okayyyy.

I dont know what else should i do beside facing this computer. Maybe i should call ibu and talk to her. or do my homework? but i dont have the mood to do lehh ...

I know im complaining alot in this post. you guys just wasted your time reading this post , sorry yeahhh. i feel so vexed up nowwwww. klah i'll stop complaining,

Lastly ,

This bestest friend of mine turned 16 today!
May you succeed in life and wish you all the best in everything that you do(:
Thanks for being there for me all the time.
Eventhough we do always fight back then and now , but at the end of the day we'll be back together right?
Without you and the others my life will not be as colourful as now.
I appreciate this friendship and hope it'll last forever.
Happy birthday once again and i love you very much ^^

Your msges always makes my day. sometimes waiting for your msg feels like waiting for winter. i always tell myself that i dont care if you were going to msg me or not but in the end i'll stare at my phone wishing it was you who msg me. i also tell myself that we'll be nothing more then friends from now on but i dont know why my heart beats fast when i met you yesterday. especially the hugged. why why why? and i also dont know why i care for you so much like you said. have i moved on or am i still waiting for you to be mine again? honestly i dont know the answer myself. Ohh God please lead me to the right path and give me the answer. Amin
.

15 June 2009

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday yo you

Happy birthday happy birthday

Happy birthday to you!

Gade Baby has turned 16 today ^^

Yess she's my Thailand friend that i still keep in contact :D

Enjoy your day today alright!

Have fun in everything that you do.

I misss youuu , I really doooo.

Visit Singapore some time in the future okay?

Loveeeee yaaaaa<3

Today i woke up as early as 8am while i slept at 3am the night before. i was texting Ridhuan for the whole day till 3am plus. yess Ridhuan my last ex. 6 months plus not in contact and somehow we came in contact last few days. Back to the story. So i got ready and left the house around 9.30am plus and headed to Ibu's house(: . 3 days never meet her and i superb miss her !I had porridge made by ibu for breakfast! yumyum. then i talk2 with her until about 11.50am and got ready to meet Ridhuan.

Took 197 and i stopped at the wrong stop -.- . so i have to walk all the way to the next stop which was quite far and the weather is killing me. and tada at last i saw him ^^. so we had one to one talk. well i cant tell you guys the whole story here am i right? Well to make it short he told me all about what had happened to him eversince im gone. I felt sorry for him. but what makes me touched was he said he was a real bastard to me and he apologised and he was about cry . seriously i was so shocked. so i told him whats past is past and i have forgotten about it already. so while we talk2 , his mother called and asked him to go home. thats when he fought with his mum on the phone. he told me he's sorry that he got to go home and i said its okayy. so he sent me to the bus stop and along the way bumped into Laura and her boyfriend , Dominic. hahah so sweet sia them. while walking we talk2 and he continued to smoke -.- . i told him to stop and he said he'll try. haha. butttt the most shocking part was when my bus was just about to come he hold my hand and hugged me. yessss shocked very shocking. after that he smile awkwardly and walk away while i board the bus and back to ibu's house again. ohhh myyy.

Through out the bus journey , my mind was filled up with alot of questions especially "what ifs" qns ): . Reached ibu's house so swuay can ibu not at home and i dont have any keys with me but luckily my two small cousins were inside the house but then they also dont have the key since ibu bring the key along with her. so my idea was asked them to get me chairs and i went in through brother's bedroom window. haha. yess i looked like a thief crawling inside. hahah. changed and watch korean movie while waiting for ibu to come back. finally she reached home @ 4pm then had lunch with her. at about 5 plus abah fecthed me and back home :D

Currently chatting with alot of people. well not alot. Irshad , Nadia , Iffah and Fendy. btw thanks to Fendy who listen to my stories<3

For half a year i thought i've moved on but suddenly you came back to my life and just then realised how much i care for you? I dont knw how i feel right now. In a confused mode. Ohh God hepl meeeeeeee ):

14 June 2009

First and foremost , i would like to wish this girl above a Happy Birthday !

This cousin of mine turned 12 today.

do study hard for your PSLE okayyy?

lovee you to the max sister ^^ .

As i promised , i will update my blog with pictures am i right readers? so without further ado , do enjoy my pictures(:

Farewell Party For Mr Kang Dong Hyun. He left us and now he's back in Seoul ): 2E4 sure will miss you ):

Kang Dong Hyun ^^

Next pictures will be the pictures of my trip to Batam(:

Upcoming is the pictures i took with Nad and Aishah when i went back to school on Thursday. Nad got a new bang and she's excited with it. hahah.

Last but not least , it was yesterday picture when Zieka cousin came my house and after that we headed to nenek's crib. she , hidir and haikal then overnight at my house(: .

If God can forgive us why cant we forgive others am i right?

People do make mistakes.

Because of you sis, i'll forgive and forget.

Alright readers thats all. this one whole week i'll be at dad's(: . tomorrow im going ibu house and im going to meet someone after that ^^. k guys stay tune for my next post ^_____^